Your Creativity is always in intact. If you are not writing or creating in some way, that does not mean your creativity is broken or has gone away.
Creativity can exist in the midst of chaos of all sorts, illness, war, famine, fear of death…
Just ask any writer who has lived through any of these circumstances and who has written about it, often written during the events. There are famous diaries and other written works which fall into this category and I’ll bet you can even name a few.
I once wrote while in the midst of food poisoning. Food poisoning from an egg roll I’d purchased at a mall food court. I wrote about the experience while I was in it, which is why I know such things can be done. It is the thought of can’t which gets in the way. Clear that off and believe you can.
The piece I wrote, was it a piece I would let you, or anyone else read? No. I tore it up the following week and did away with it.
So, why do this? Why write something if I was just going to tear it up later anyway?
Sometimes we need to write our way through things as a way of processing them, to release what is inside of us so it doesn’t live there any more.
Sometimes we need to write simply to keep our writing muscles flexible and strong.
5 minutes a day is all it takes to keep your writing muscles from hardening up and becoming immobile. In all my writing classes I give timed writing exercises and the 5 minute timed writings are a core part of the program.
Everyone has five minutes to give to the things that are important to them. No excuses. Go on now and set that egg timer, or set your alarm on your phone. Write something, anything. What will you write about today?